Thursday, April 7, 2011

You do not know how much I love you Ⅰ

 Dingzi Rui, male, 32 years old, Xiao Long, Gemini.
Xiao Tang poetry, female, 28 years old, Rooster, Scorpio. H Town middle of the street intersection, Dingzi Rui Xiao Tang Poetry car scratch the car.
Xiao Tang poems off, yet open, Ding Zirui checks there will be a business card.
He said: I have something urgent, give you 5000, not to call me.
Xiao Tang poems laugh, met the God of Wealth, and still a handsome guy.
Ding Zirui glancing at her and said: car, was cleaned so happy?
Xiao Tang poetry thing took two people to drive their own leave.
7 5 March, Ding Zirui received Xiao Tang poetry, and she has already requested the extra 2,600 yuan in the past through the company's express pass. Receiving the money, Ding Zirui said: Miss Tang, I invite you to dinner, apologize. Xiao Tang poetry rejected.
reason is very simple, Ding Zirui married. This man is really a time bomb, or not more contact with the good.
Xiao Tang poems hang up and continue to work. She is a loving home decoration company's chief designer, piles of work waiting for her. After work, there are heaps of men, waiting for her to keep the appointment. But, did not think out of the company after work, see Ding Zirui. Suits, quiet demeanor.
Ding Zirui came up and said: I owe you an apology.
Xiao Tang of Poetry: I do not casually accept an invitation to men, especially married men.
Xiao Tang poem finished, to open their own cars. Ding Zirui laughing, faint smile, looks determined to win.

those men, how are so arrogant? Xiao Tang poetry shook the glass on the bar where the bartender said.
me, except. The bartender handed him a cocktail.
Oh. Xiao Tang poetry laughed and said, unfortunately, you do not need a woman.
bartender Yanzui smile.
Xiao Tang poetry will come in bursts this He is GAY, like same sex. This makes the Xiao Tang poetry sometimes, will guess their sexual orientation. If not, then over the years, how she had never had too many men interested in production.
Well I can take? Someone asked. Ding Zirui come is personable. The change of outfit, the dress is casual, not really look like a married man.
Why so early you get married? Xiao Tang Poetry asked.
Ding Zirui Minzui, laughing: married, so what?
is, does not marry again love? Xiao Tang Poetry sip wine, said.
Ding Zirui shake glasses, said: love, and responsibility, to see which is more important. Some of responsibility, we can compensate. Some love, we can not live up to.
Xiao Tang poetry, lying on the bar, looking at the glass, journeying to laugh, laugh to tears, and said: not all men are like that.
it is because he does not encounter love. Ding Zirui say pull off, and then also a faint smile.
Xiao Tang poetry silence, and then got up and said: In fact, the first question, I did not ask you. Only just heard it.
leave money, Xiao Tang poems go.

Why so early you get married? 5 years ago, TANG Xiao-Qian Xu asked Italian poetry. Xu Qian
Italy, holding her tightly, then said: I do not know that you will encounter.
Xiao Tang poetry, crying, hugging him.
He said: I'm sorry, I can not give your marriage. However, I can not do without you. I know I'm selfish, but without you, I really do not know how to do? And I do not know to leave me, how would you do?
Xiao Tang poetry, or cry, and then asked: Do you love me?
he bluntly said: Love!
Xiao Tang poetry, pushed him and said: Let me selfish one back, when you love me and leave. That way, you'll always remember me.
Thus, Xiao Tang poems leave the city.
from that day, had the whole 5 years, but obviously still can not forget the poetry Xiao Tang Xu Qian meaning.
he, she had never heard about his whereabouts to play. Only know that he already had his own design brand.
She just wishes he had become increasingly successful, there is never, never can not forget her.
it, then she will feel so much pay is worth it.

Xiao Tang poetry. It was called, but also Dingzi Rui.
you know a little haunt you! Xiao Tang of Poetry.
Dingzi Rui smiled and said: watching you, say so, it must be more than wine. I take you home.
she does have some falter. He stepped forward to help her, gentle and meticulous. His breath, warm itching. His mouth for a sip, perseverance sexy. Her heart suddenly resist the move.
not. I'm just drunk. Xiao Tang poetry thought: I will never meet again a married man!
I can! Xiao Tang poems insist.
Dingzi Rui has already dragged her on the bus, and then went straight back to her house downstairs.
how do you know the location of my house? Xiao Tang poems surprised and asked: Do you check me? Your intention?
he laughed and said: information on the company officials, I am of course well known.
you are the incoming CEO? You are not C Town's general manager of a building it? It all happened suddenly, Xiao Tang poetry sober half.
loving family by my father bought, I came here to manage it. Ding Zirui said: I hope our future together happily, I hope we can be like day, clean the car work as either.
He laughed, and then get off leave.

next day, Ding Zirui to the company is still faint smile. Xiao Tang poetry
the general manager, when introduced, Dingzi Rui said: I have met many times and Miss Tang.
Xiao Tang poetry and quickly said: next time I'll be more careful driving.
she can not we misunderstood her and the newly appointed boss of any private friendship Moreover, he also married. However, some people asked her to inquire about his temperament, get up and if they are already old acquaintances. Her MSN incredibly noisy. And less than half an hour, Ding Zirui called her into his office.

he sat in a chair, the head did not look up, just say , the distillation of the opening of the new villas, together with several decoration companies in the fight, so you have a good design to attract the veterans of sublimation.
tell the truth, it really is love at home for the first time received such a large group project, Xiao Tang poetry a little slow, but to God.
He laughed and said: just do it. Since the project to you, to have confidence in you.
Xiao Tang Poetry nodded.
Since then, she began to work around the clock. During the day, to field trips in the evening to find information and do design. She just has not made satisfactory design.
One night, Ding Zirui call and say: come down, we have a drink?
Xiao Tang poetry rejected the pretext of working to meet, however.
Dingzi Rui said: Li Bai Doujiu hundred poems, art and design is the need of inspiration.
twisted but the owner, only to come downstairs. His car, parked under the street light steadily. And he leaned against the car side, always, always looked at her.
he is not an ulterior motive? Xiao Tang Poetry think.
he has Lakaichemen, then the car, start the car.
he opened the musical
ah. Xiao Tang Poetry nodded.

to the lake, the moonlight shrouded lake, where reeds swaying in the night wind. Xiao Tang poetry can not remember how many times one came.
Dingzi Rui wrote: What a nice place.
Xiao Tang poetry, watching his back, suddenly remembered Qian Xu meaning. She pull smoke hurriedly point, the night is always confused people.
his back, pulling her cigarette, stepped on the foot, said: It is time to put the man, completely forgotten.
5 years, I would like. Regrettably, that still can not! She pulled a cigarette, and then point.
he had pulled out her cigarette, and then pumping their own bite and said: I can help you, you believe it?
Xiao Tang Poetry surprised to see him, and asked: how can I help?
He laughed and said: you love me ah!
Xiao Tang poems white at him and said: Do not try to save me a fire pit out, let me jump into another sea of ​​bitterness.
he gave up back to her, saying: joke, I will not easily love a person, unless I really intend for her to choose divorce.
not all women, you are willing to divorce her she will want to be with you. Xiao Tang of Poetry.
Yes, why bother women difficult woman. She would never belong to someone else to steal our happiness.
Ding Zirui sigh, turn on the topic, saying: Look, two moon!
bimonthly see each other, and more beautiful!
Hudi they walked slowly along, the one of the fatigue lifted, as known for many years as a good friend.
If you have to keep going and what can go far? Ding Zirui eyes quietly across her face, then looked at the front, quietly smiling.
do not have the time, Ding Zirui her downstairs to her house, looking at the back of Xiao Tang poetry, and then turned the car round and go home.
He said: This is a pleasant night, thank you.

Three days later, the company submitted to the sublimation of the program, Ding Zirui and Xiao Tang poetry with me. TANG Xiao
just have not thought of how poetry and the
she saw him, mind suddenly went blank part of it. She, unknowingly shaking. Three seated, Ding Zirui firmly under the table and hold her finger. Xiao Tang poetry turned to look at him, Ding Zirui gentle smile. TANG Xiao-turn to poetry to explain
own design ideas. Her design inspiration comes from the lake that night. Streams around, the wind was very hot, it is refreshing, and replaced the reed bamboo pavilion more vitality. Bridges people, take the noise in the quiet, elegant extensive fetch. It is the great pressure of work and want to enjoy the natural taste of green living landscape needs of patrons.
already recite her words in verse. To explain, she has been the frequent use of peripheral vision experience Dingzi Rui nodded. The man has always been so concerned about her silence. But she never knew. Xu Qian
and turn preferred, his aides to make a statement. However, he personally pitched in, finally said: Miss Tang expressed concern that the design of household tastes, needs, human and environmentally friendly design, but also very attractive to me.
Xiao Tang poetry, says: Thank you. Mr. Xu design atmosphere, luxury, many consumer groups to meet the psychological.
sublimation president laughed and said: Hong Kong's rich, why is it like to live in the Mid-Levels? Miss Tang is probably the reasons just explained it. Moreover, more than a curved stream, must be very attractive.
sublimation home and love the spot contract.

Xiao Tang poem called on breath, only to find Qian Xu intended straight at her.
two people and went out into the corridor.
He said: You lot more mature. And I is not old?
She shook her head, in front of him, she'll always be 23-year-old girl.
He said: I just did a good job!
She said: Thank you.
He said: Today I do not return to C town, you will give to me?
She said: good!
she can refuse? Refused, saying she will never forget him. To accept it, she really difficult to face him. However, she still refuses to not come.
Fortunately Ding Zirui out, said: Don, today I would like to invite the whole group of designers to celebrate, you've to not.
She said: good.
Dingzi Rui said: If Mr. Xu do not mind, we welcome you. Xu Qian Italy
laugh, and said: No trouble.
then we go, Don. Ding Zirui La Tang Xiao Shi's elbow.
Xiao Tang poetry, said: Let me say goodbye to him. Xu Qian
she went to Italy before, and said: Sorry, can not entertain you. Xu Qian said
means: Nothing. But, Ding Zirui, also married.
I told him no! Xiao Tang poetry urgent debate, face some red. Xu Qian
Italian hand, stroked her hair, saying: Fool, I just remind you of it.
Xiao Tang poetry, said: ah! Goodbye. Xu Qian
gently looked at her intended, and then said: We'll see.


carnival finished, Xiao Tang Poetry little tipsy. Tonight, she had some to drink. Drunk, all during the day, as a random dream.
Unfortunately, the more pain the more drunk, the more memory the more sober drunk. She ran to the bathroom, 吐完 all, look in the mirror embarrassing themselves, suddenly want to cry. Because she really can not do if nothing had happened. Until Ding Zirui knock on the door and then she was back out of the whole makeup.
we all go, I take you home. Ding Zirui said.
she leaned against a chair, he bent down to help her to wear seat belts. She looked at his thick black hair, smell the good smell of the taste, and then see a gentle face and warm eyes. She suddenly remembered the day his strong fingers clasped her, making her a lot of inner stability.
She looked at him and said: Thank you!
he just laughed, and then drive.
we go to the lake, right? She said.
He nodded.
still vast lake, reeds are swaying. She sat Hudi, the dangling legs.
She said: When 18-year-old university, with regard to his idol. 20 years old, had the honor thanks to him as a teacher. One day in the studio, he was clinging to me that love me. His wife is a wonderful woman, just like his little sister to me. Every time I see her, I feel greatly ashamed. One day I got 23 years of age with acute appendicitis, and his wife in the hospital to take care of me a whole week. The hospital, I chose to leave without saying goodbye. I know he loves me wholeheartedly. But, this love can not escape responsibility, there is reality. I want to choose to let go, I will be better.
he approached and asked: still love him?
She shook her head and said: do not know. But, knowing that never belong to you, so have no desire to occupy.
he asked: he makes you hurt?
She said: no.
he continued to ask: What makes you excited?
she said: is the surprise.
He laughed and said: it is over. 5 years is enough.
she turned to his back and look at him and said: Really?
He looked at her, suddenly hung his head and kissed her soft lips, is deep, is desperate. Her lips are fragrant, mellow red wine, made him intoxicated.
he said softly: 26 years old, Qian Xu preferred in the studio, I saw a girl so pure. Only her eyes never intended Qian Xu. He is always with her eyes constantly turning ah turn. More often, she is quietly sitting position, Qian Xu agreed to listen to talking to people. And she really made my heart, her 6 every day to help him cut pen, and then in his studio. Her pencil look, really focused, very beautiful. But, then I have been engaged. I'm 27 years old, when she suddenly disappeared, and then I got married.
these gentle to her loss. She suddenly pushed him away, and rubbed management the disheveled hair, said: We drink too much, I think.
He said: I think I did not.
her, get rid of his hand, back in the car and said: Go home, too late.
He closed the door, the compartment air quiet and ambiguous.
he reached over to shake her hand tightly, and not let go.
He said: you 5 years to escape him; I use 5 years to find you. If, at that time I let go of the pursuit of you, maybe you will not be so painful. So, this time I will not let him hurt you again!
Xiao Tang poetry, laughing, and then said: Do not to hurt me, please?
Dingzi Rui said: I will not. I'll show you!
Ding Zirui a write-mouth is still a faint smile, looks determined to win.


home, Xiao Tang Poem on the couch, unable to move. Xu Qian
a meaning, a Dingzi Rui. In the same day, to her surprise. Also, are married men.
I promise I'll never love a married man! Xiao Tang poem finished, go take a bath. Doorbell ring.
open the door, is Xu Qian meaning.
He said: You all right?
Xiao Tang of Poetry: Yes.
he entered, sat down and said: Drink a lot of wine?
Xiao Tang Poetry said: Yes, because happy.
He looked at her and said: I hope that is really happy.
Xiao Tang poetry got to give him tea, she remembered that he likes to drink green tea, and she has kept this habit even a full 5 years. She handed him the water, he clasped her hand in her expectations. Withdrew her hand, and then quietly sat opposite to him.
he was a bit embarrassed and said: to those good men a chance to properly married.
Speaking of which, Xiao Tang poetry suddenly angry. If so, why just have to hold my hand? Why do not sleep late at night to go to my house? Now it has to hypocritically say so, on and had exactly the same! So, she sternly said: I will! intended to be given
Qian Xu looking at her, opened his mouth, suddenly said: Well, goodbye.
Xiao Tang of Poetry: Goodbye.
I could hold you once again it? He said.
She looked at him, the men face the vicissitudes of life. Is not in my thoughts, the gradually growing old. As the pain in my 5 years there, gradually, like beyond recognition? Final embrace, represent? The end is a fate, or resurgence? She thought, could not help nodding.
he clasped her. She heard his body was a thin eagerly beating heart, the gall, as the same year. This time, she was sure that over the years he has not forgotten her. He really loved her, or love her. Only, but her heart as a rock.
him go, she stood on the balcony to see his car, slowly leave. She suddenly burst into tears.

next day, go to work. Xiao Tang and Ding Zirui poetry is mapping out ways to say hello. Ding Zirui secretary said he was back to C town. She sighed with relief.
his office door has been closed tightly, one off is 7 days.
she took out the phone, to call him, there are many things to ask. For example, on the sublimation of that case. However, the out call, or put it back. She thought she was an excuse not to his power that he, to avoid misunderstanding.
8 days, he finally came back, still suit, full of energy. He is still doing things as usual, will still be looked at Xiao Tang Poetry gentle smile, but seems less to something. Or the day he is drunk, what has been said and done do not remember what it. She thought, and then could not help but blame: man, how are so irresponsible?
work, their home.
Xiao Tang Poems far he smiled at her and then drove away. Suddenly she was crying grievances.


night to JAZZ. Xiao Tang poem asks the bartender for a glass of wine.
man, how are so irresponsible? She asked.
bartenders or Yanzui smile and said: Why are you called to love those irresponsible men?
She laughed and said: I did not fall in love with whom.
who do not fall in love! Words, to put some weakly, clearly her heart so sad. Xu Qian
is not in love with Italy, or not in love with Ding Zirui? Ding Zirui suddenly appeared from behind.
Xiao Tang poems looked at him, suddenly want to cry. As a result, turned to drink. He sat down next to, and then hand gently resting on her shoulder. She was struggling to throw off.
He laughed and said: Oh, no small temper. Previously, you is not the case.
She looked daggers at him, then go. Yes, she hated him, tortured, but also so proud of her. Yes, she admitted that she had to forget his own under the table holding her hand tightly. She also never forget that night, he kissed her and told her he loved her 5-year fact. However, she said, will not let myself fall again.
her love match for someone else's marriage!
addition to escape, she had no choice!
she hurried away, play car. Not open for fear of car drunk, so she went out a taxi. However, his car parked in front of her firmly. He got off, pulled her vehicle and then help her to wear seat belts, and drive.
hold back the tears she does not speak. She was afraid his tearful voice, will betray yourself. But how to tell him she said: I hate you!
he pulled at her house downstairs, silence.
she actually saw him in the mirror the eyes moist. He finally said: That night, I saw him go in, then go out. She argued
urgent: we have nothing to do.
He nodded and said: I know. However, your mind clear it?
child looked at Xiao Shi Rui, full of expectations. Xiao Tang poetry suddenly lost all reason and modesty. This separation of 7 days, she missed him. She had to admit she did miss him, his laugh, his voice, his arms, his kiss. She did not want to tell that he will not fall in love with him, would not fall in love with him. Obviously she has fallen in love with him.
She said: I hate you!
He took her hand, holding her tiny body ring, clinging.
she did not know he left the 7 days, but also how to spend. He lay in bed, looking at the ceiling, silly until dawn. Mobile phone has been on the pillow, every phone rings, he is her wish. However, he gives his time to 7 days, 8 days, he still appeared to be full of energy in the company, still have to smile at her if nothing had happened. His eyes with her eyes glide quietly in the crowd. Does anyone know his heart seems to have been stabbed.
This time he finally hugged her. He told himself: I will give you happiness. I certainly do not want you to choose a man to stray.
as a man and wandering? Ding Zirui, I will not. It is impossible to completely own, so I would rather not fight! Xiao Tang poetry pushed him away, a man get off, then go.

work the next day.
his temper in the office. The entire company, be quiet.
impulse he turned out to be such a man? This is what she did not expect. Meaning than the calm Xu Qian, Ding Zirui seemed so confused and flawless. Across the glass, she secretly look at him, with his eyes that pass. While the acid of her nose. She could not help but snorted.
noon to dinner? He sent a SMS. She did not return. This is rejected.
then dinner? He then sent.
she did not return.
he saw her open the phone, and closed. He saw her staring at a computer screen a daze. He saw her nostrils flaring, delicate and charming. He bowed his head. Xu Qian meaning he had found.
said he intended Qian Xu: Previously, you would not give her happiness. Now and then can not do, it is best not to disturb her again. Xu Qian
Italian said: Well, you?
sub Rui said: you and I are different. I am for her, has been working. Xu Qian
intended to laugh, saying: Son Switzerland, where your efforts? Care about her? The pursuit of her?
this, you do not know. Son Ray said. Xu Qian
Italian severe countenance: she really is a good girl. But she has been injured once. If you do not have full grasp, if she is really not as good as you think you need to you, then let her. She, 28 years old, hurt, I do not know 5 years, she recovered enough.
Yes. He was right. So when I have full grasp of it. He wanted, and then look at her, looked down to work.


after work, their drive away.
they look like each other. However, she would look at his car, slowly towards the road. And he will be in the rearview mirror, always, always looking at her car.
two lovers, choose between silence, there is another torture.
This is love.

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